Hey Guys,
I already talked to the Villas, and, well, their opinions are different,
but I guess I should also create a topic here since the most people are registered in this forum.
I wanted to talk (or lets say to tell you) with you about my misbehaviour. Not only here in the forum, but also ingame. I bet the most already know me, if not, im coldcookieweapon, playing this game for more than 3 years now, actually 2 years in demo. I…lets say…I “caught” myself cheating by uploading a ridicously Video on YouTube which is showing me using an aimbot which is actually snapping to enemy’s head.
I already thought about creating this topic weeks ago, but I had a lot of work to do, especially for my school, so I waited until I had enough time and motivation to write this topic, expect your answers and discussing with you.
Before I start I first want you to let me know what you think. Not in a hilarious, abusive, but in a formal and nice way. I guess that’s what you all want! Also I would like you to read the WHOLE topic, not just the beginning or the last two sentences. You are going to understand nothing and furthermore you should try to be a little bit objective and to think in my shoes.
I first wanted to say Sorry. Sorry for my misbehaviour, sorry for cheating. Hacks are deleted.Forever.
In this time I was really messed up with a lot things, I even really can’t remember why I started hacking. It definetly not happened because I was losing one or two games, that’s actually normal. In real life I’m a very confident and nice person, that’s for sure. And no, Im in the 9th grade (secondary school [für alle Deutschen: Ich geh aufs Gymnasium und habe gute Noten ] ) and actually got grade marks, so, no, Im not… “mad”.
The “good” thing is that I am young, and I think it’s good to learn from mistakes as young as possible. Don’t you agree?
I’m also not a hacker like the “NetCoders” Guys (I bet the most of you will know them), I just hacked sometimes, definetly NOT always.
Like I already said I actually don’t know why I started hacking, it maybe happened because of my problems in Real Life. I’m some kinda person who always does a lot of **** when something’s going wrong in Real Life. Maybe I take my anger out on you. I don’t know…
In the future I will try to differentiate between those two things.
In fact I am sorry about what I have done in the past. I wish I could turn the clock back, but it seems impossible. And Yes, I actually know that a lot of you will now spam this thread over and over again , call me a cheater, and, well, I would like to get a REAL answer from you. Yes, Im also talking to you, Rex, Crytiqal and lausl
I actually just want to excuse for what I did and clean up with myself and…OFC…with you
I guess everybody of you already did bad things here and I’m pretty sure that I’m not alone.
Its kinda unbelievable what some guys here wrote. Well, yes, I hacked, yes, I lied a lot, but does that make me to a more worse person…? I don’t think so. Actually you shouldn’t think that you are something better, it’s very egoistic and mean. I understand that you are angry about me, but you should try to discuss / talk with me in a polite and…well…mature way.
Wait, Im gonna quote myself: " Every human can make a mistake, it even doesnt matter if its a big one or not, but human mind learns from it mistakes,its just a challenge to forgive that human, but its possible, as its also a matter of time. "
But like N.E.R.D. already said: " Forgiveness is optional and not a must “.
Well, I would like to show you who I really am. The real CooKie. Not the one who is hacking and lying. I would take EVERY chance you give to me. If you have got any doubt, I am going to record a demo of every game I play, just to be sure. All I need is a second chance.
It’s not fair to say " once a cheater, always a cheater”. Cheater…well…they are also human, not better and not worse than you are. Humans change. Human mind changes. I changed.
Im looking forward to discuss everything with you. If you have got any questions, ask me.
Well…That’s all I want to say. Thanks for listening.
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(Im excusing if this post is a bit…“all over the place”. I just wrote down what I was thinking / what my mind told me.)