[QUOTE=coldcookie;400046]Hey Guys,
I already talked to the Villas, and, well, their opinions are different,
but I guess I should also create a topic here since the most people are registered in this forum.
I wanted to talk (or lets say to tell you) with you about my misbehaviour. Not only here in the forum, but also ingame. I bet the most already know me, if not, im coldcookieweapon, playing this game for more than 3 years now, actually 2 years in demo. I…lets say…I “caught” myself cheating by uploading a ridicously Video on YouTube which is showing me using an aimbot which is actually snapping to enemy’s head.
I already thought about creating this topic weeks ago, but I had a lot of work to do, especially for my school, so I waited until I had enough time and motivation to write this topic, expect your answers and discussing with you.
Before I start I first want you to let me know what you think. Not in a hilarious, abusive, but in a formal and nice way. I guess that’s what you all want! Also I would like you to read the WHOLE topic, not just the beginning or the last two sentences. You are going to understand nothing and furthermore you should try to be a little bit objective and to think in my shoes.
I first wanted to say Sorry. Sorry for my misbehaviour, sorry for cheating. Hacks are deleted.Forever.
In this time I was really messed up with a lot things, I even really can’t remember why I started hacking. It definetly not happened because I was losing one or two games, that’s actually normal. In real life I’m a very confident and nice person, that’s for sure. And no, Im in the 9th grade (secondary school [für alle Deutschen: Ich geh aufs Gymnasium und habe gute Noten 
] ) and actually got grade marks, so, no, Im not… “mad”. 
The “good” thing is that I am young, and I think it’s good to learn from mistakes as young as possible. Don’t you agree?
I’m also not a hacker like the “NetCoders” Guys (I bet the most of you will know them), I just hacked sometimes, definetly NOT always.
Like I already said I actually don’t know why I started hacking, it maybe happened because of my problems in Real Life. I’m some kinda person who always does a lot of **** when something’s going wrong in Real Life. Maybe I take my anger out on you. I don’t know…
In the future I will try to differentiate between those two things.
In fact I am sorry about what I have done in the past. I wish I could turn the clock back, but it seems impossible. And Yes, I actually know that a lot of you will now spam this thread over and over again , call me a cheater, and, well, I would like to get a REAL answer from you. Yes, Im also talking to you, Rex, Crytiqal and lausl
I actually just want to excuse for what I did and clean up with myself and…OFC…with you
I guess everybody of you already did bad things here and I’m pretty sure that I’m not alone.
Its kinda unbelievable what some guys here wrote. Well, yes, I hacked, yes, I lied a lot, but does that make me to a more worse person…? I don’t think so. Actually you shouldn’t think that you are something better, it’s very egoistic and mean. I understand that you are angry about me, but you should try to discuss / talk with me in a polite and…well…mature way.
Wait, Im gonna quote myself: " Every human can make a mistake, it even doesnt matter if its a big one or not, but human mind learns from it mistakes,its just a challenge to forgive that human, but its possible, as its also a matter of time. "
But like N.E.R.D. already said: " Forgiveness is optional and not a must 
“.
Well, I would like to show you who I really am. The real CooKie. Not the one who is hacking and lying. I would take EVERY chance you give to me. If you have got any doubt, I am going to record a demo of every game I play, just to be sure. All I need is a second chance.
It’s not fair to say " once a cheater, always a cheater”. Cheater…well…they are also human, not better and not worse than you are. Humans change. Human mind changes. I changed.
Im looking forward to discuss everything with you. If you have got any questions, ask me.
Well…That’s all I want to say. Thanks for listening.
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(Im excusing if this post is a bit…“all over the place”. I just wrote down what I was thinking / what my mind told me.)[/QUOTE]
Hi coldcookie, nice to see you took the time to post a public apology.
But still how we suppose to know that you don’t use cheats anymore?
It doesn’t really matter for now, but remember the request from our clan to deliver the volcano demo from your frag movie?
Policy for cheating is zero tolerance, like Punkbuster they don’t lift legitimate bans or else it doens’t make sense to ban anyway
Why don’t you start over with a brand new cdkey + other name? Seems like the best thing to do if you still want a chance to play this game?
