Ha-ha-haipt! 
But seriously, can agree only on one thing here - the horrendous map and objective design. The current maps are seriously substandard of SD quality from the past games. They should really pick the few old times mappers from other projects and give them a serious working time chunk to redo/make new ones, preferably 1-2 mappers per map, because it seems now there’s like the whole team is involved in each map. Like someone mentioned in a stream - when too many cooks…
Otherwise, as someone suggested, take a break from the game, man. I also got emotional and frustrated at some point of alpha, until I realized that SD didn’t really need feedback from us anymore at that time (or maybe no more, who knows?). The break has been had and now I am relatively indifferent to anything SD attempts to test and change, unless of course it concerns grenades.
