So instead of writing it out I made a video. (I not sure if it should be in this or Fan creation sorry :3)
EDIT : I forgot to say that there is no hate towards the devs in this video I tried to keep it as formal as possible, I think that SD are great devs
The depressing tone of this video grew on me after a while.
I like all the points you made, but can you sound like you aren’t going to hang yourself after you hit stop on the recording? 
Really solid video though, will be hanging around for more.
I understand what you mean haha, the whole talking to myself thing is so strange to me that I was trying to speak clearly and it sort of came out dull and depressing haha if you look at any of my other videos you can see I’m much more hyper and happy when with friends XD and thanks for the feedback and I’m glad to here that