Damn! I knew I was running too fast… I always do it.
Well… you can’t stop me now so don’t bother trying.
Anyway, I know my map is going to look like hell (without the special effects…) and I’m not sure about the gameplay either but I do know that after this map, if I won’t give up (I really hope I won’t) every map is just going to look better and be better…
Believe me deej, I know what’s frustration and I know the feelings of “this isn’t going to work” and “f**k with this…” but whenever I feel like that I just leave the computer, let my poor brothers touch the computer after looking at me and wondering why do I keep trying, go out, tell my friends to come play soccer in the Moshav’s (Israeli version of a village) asphalt soccer field and come back after 1-4 hours with fresh mind and new ideas and continue my work.
You can’t give up so fast… If you don’t have enough patient work just a little every time and you’ll see you can work for more time without losing the patience or at least do more in the same amount of time.
And about creativity, I also don’t have much creativity but sometime you just have an idea popping up from no where…
When you have an idea, no matter how complicated or silly it looks, write it down, think about it a little more, it may give you more ideas, and so on until you find an idea that looks nice to you.
You can also try to find things that inspire you… search images.goolge.com, watch the history channel, read articles on WW2 operation or any other war’s, go for a walk and look what you have around you, think as a small child playing hide&seek. I don’t know…
I just took a paper and a pen and started drawing an area I where I want to have a forest, then I decided I want to have a crashed cargo plane, then I thought that if there’s a cargo plane there are probably scatterd crates containing ammo, health, some documents maybe, and so on…