OP:
If you really want to get aroused watching yourself, demo your matches and watch the replay in 3rd person view. 
I find it really frustrating that people then FPS shouldn’t have custom characters like wtf… I think it’s freaking awesome to customize my guy why would you want to look like everyone else? I hate it especially when you don’t care for any of the models to chose from.
Typically in past games, players distinguish themselves from the rest of the pack, via skill level.
So much so, that when these players use multiple aliases, people can still recognize who they are.
However because high skill players are a rather small % of a game’s playerbase - customization, is the next best thing. It allows players to be proud of “their guy” even though “their guy” is terrible at the game.